Honesty is important in recovery.
Honestly, right now I really miss drinking – not getting drunk – just drinking beer & bourbon. I feel the same way about smoking, sometimes.
I know it’s worth it, and I’m not going to drink, but sometimes this shit is fucking hard.
It’s time to go to bed. Things will feel better in the morning.
Walking in Sober Boots 
Yep. Those tough times get spread out over time. I always like to remember that I never have to relive those days again as long as I stay on the right path. I just keep coming back.
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Thanks, Jim. I just need to put it out there sometimes. I know things are much better on this path.
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I’ll say! My nephew just OD’d on Molly the other day. He’s in a world of hurt right now.
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Sorry to hear that. I’ll keep him in my thoughts. Hope he finds his way out of that hell.
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You and me both, brother. Thank you.
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Yes, hard, but not the hardest day. God’s got this. You’re no fighting alone. Cling to Him..
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Thanks Christina. It’s good to be reminded that I’m not alone.
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Nothing like going to bed. It cures 95% of what ails me, and the cravings, those get less and less frequent and fierce. I know you know this, but still want to say.
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It’s always good to here it. Sometimes I need more reinforcement than the next guy.
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